R's rue

 It doesn't mean I spend my whole life looking for them but something will send me off trying to find a meaning for a particular thing that happens in my life.  On this particular day quite awhile ago I was in that "wonderment" of life where everything seemed to talk to me.   This little baby on a fall day lying on the deck with no life left (damn cat)... really touched me, ...enough to sketch it.   I took a photo of it and sat down to sketch this in my nature journal I was keeping at the time.  (For instance, this morning before waking up completely I had a lucid dream and the only thing I remember is a white van with the word "Periscope"   drove by on my street and I woke up at that time. The letters were bright- hard to miss and big.  I figure the meaning of this will come to me soon. )  So why did the cat put this cute little bunny on the atrium where I would be sure to see as soon as I walked out.  I'm thinking after the fact and  now years later, that ...