R's rue

 Today’s mood stemmed from a text I received from my friend Faisal who left for South Africa this morning It was polite as Faisal always is and the message thanked me for my “friendship” and “ guidance” and “patience”. I’m not known for my patience, that comment surprised me.  Faisal is gay, but apart from turning up at our gay book club a few months ago ,never  really admitted he was to my face, having said that  he spent much of our conversations talking about and asking questions of my gayness. Something I let him do because it was obvious  easier for him to do so.  We only met four times He has now left the uk for an asexual if not “ straight” lifestyle in rural South Africa with his parents and siblings .  He is expecting an “ organised “ marriage too at some stage, and. made a point of telling me that marriages were more organised than arranged in his family I missed the difference.  He’s in his forties, and his family have reel...

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A still life , if ever I saw one I’m waiting in my second favourite cafe in colwyn bay waiting to meet a friend They are running late,  I’m drinking coffee listening to my phone songs, and have left the dogs exhausted on the reading chair after their morning walk I’m on holiday this week, though I have a study session to go to at work this afternoon and it’s college tomorrow. ( I passed my second assignment btw which is nice) In between I’m meeting an old school friend for lunch, there’s Gay book club too and a Liverpool trip to see the oddly named A Thong For Europe with Colin, a comedy play about Eurovision.  I’m catching up with old Trevor too at his new nursing home, going to the TCA ‘s sub committee meeting,  sending out the window certificates and going to see a Spanish horror film Pearl which has a very limited run over here. I feel oddly melancholic today, which is irritating.  But it is what it is  If my mood was musical this is what i...