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Pleasley

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S unny in mid-September. This often happens in northern England. I spotted somewhere I could take a long circular walk, containing some map squares that I had not bagged before. It only took me forty five minutes to get over there - to a village called Pleasley just west of Mansfield. The first part of the name is pronounced just like the "pleas..." in "pleasure". With boots on I set off, crossing farmland on paths and empty lanes till I reached the village of Skegby. Like Pleasley, it was also once a coal mining community. The transportation of coal required railways but when the coal mines closed those railways were no longer required. Now they are often leisure tracks for walking, running or cycling. Such a track will take you directly back from Skegby to Pleasley - about three miles.  View of Newbound Mill from the old railway My body had carried me in comfort for the first four miles of the walk but as I proceeded along the former railway my left heel ...

Knees

 On bowed knees Praying  That  What  Isn’t  Verbalized  Is still Heard By the  Father  As the Ocean  Roars Tosses Me around  Like measly  Seaweed Swallowing  Bitter water Gasping  For air As choking  Up lungs Is commonplace  Lord  Walk on Water Declare  Rise up child Ye of little faith  The Savior’s here from R's rue https://ift.tt/aBQvYT6

How

 I was asked recently a question that has me thinking. Would I swap one disability for another. Would I rather have my mind, and suffer physically or reverse it. I don’t know if theirs is a comparison to be made.  I don’t know if there is a right answer. And for once. I’m glad I don’t have to make the choice. I just pray that He holds me together as I struggle with trusting the will of God.  With each day I live I worry what my future looks like. Will I survive the doubt?  The fear?  Do I trust?  Disability strips you of certainty. It can sink confidence faster than icebergs. Disability as a child is a fantasy compared to the reality I am facing.  Full dependence on God is something I always feared. We’re taught self-reliance. I’ve never really known that concept. Truth sets us free. I know it. But, do I trust what I do know. The question. The question is this. I now ask is no longer why. The question is how? from R's rue https://ift.tt/OAdUwXj