R's rue

I’ve had a hard week...harder than I would like It’s ok to acknowledge it, as most of us are experiencing a shitty time at the moment... But it has  been especially  hard for me....there I’ve said it. It’s been hard as I’m on night shifts that have exaggerated my separation  from the real world...a life which has already been separated by Covid rules and lockdown. My tentative move into sociability, cinema, friendships and contact external to my own bubble has been curtailed and so I’m sad and I’m suddenly lonely  And I’m allowed to be sad...... Even though I hate it......... anyway conference calls to old friends Nigel and Cheryl have helped so much too, Perspective gained....virtual hugs given I’ve just watched Grayson Perry on his American road trip too And I’ve realised, quite quickly, that I’m doing A bit crap....but in essence I’m doing  .....just fine ... from Going Gently https://ift.tt/3d56DMI

 Truth is essential in the condition of the human mind i don't care how you find the one thing God provides i need perception  changed  i free myself when others can do  The same I'm continually  being taught once i stop  teaching i cease to learn to give a darn and that is  apathy in action from R's rue https://ift.tt/3iCjOG8

Kristi’s work- next to Colin Today is my first proper day off I am back on nights tomorrow Apart from the necessary jobs , I’m intending to watch the Charlize Therzon, Margo Robbie film   on dvd  I’ve made macaroni cheese for supper It’s my sister in law’s birthday today so I’ve dropped off flowers and cake and a gift  She told me I looked rough I  do! She was right. Gifts, whether birthday or otherwise do lighten the heart, I always think and today Kristi sent me one of her paintings which I complemented her on , on her blog. It’s a very welcome addition to my art wall and I’m sending you a big thank you for your kindness..... ( I must add here that I’m wearing another blog reader gift today, a lovely bulldog T shirt from Jackie D it made a welcome change from my now rather robust collection of Walking Dead t shirts) Trump’s idiocy post Covid has left me speechless  As did his maskless wave to the nation to the avengers theme Arsehole I’...