Teardrop

Sigiriya

Here's another remembrance blogpost aimed at taking us back to sunnier days - distracted  from dark January nights. Apologies to our cousins in antipodean lands who of course still saunter deep in the heart of  the summer they have borrowed.

A few weeks before I took those Koh Lanta pictures - exhibited in the last blpgpost - I had met up with Shirley in Colombo, Sri Lanka. It was a school holiday. She was still nursing and only had ten days to spare but I was over in Sri Lanka for almost three weeks before flying back over the Andaman Sea to Thailand.

How I loved my precious time on the "teardrop island". During World War II, it was still known as Ceylon and my father visited it more than once as a meteorologist with the Royal Air Force. He spoke fondly of Kandy and panning for semi-precious stones in hill streams. I felt a special connection with him there.

Shirley at Jungle Beach

Most of Shirley's time in Sri Lanka was spent in the south western coastal village of Unawatuna. It was so lovely there that it felt like stepping into a travel show. The warm sea, the palm trees, the sandy beach, our spacious bungalow accommodation, drinking coconuts and cocktails, the walk to The Peace Pagoda, the tuk tuk drivers seeking fares, the lemon sodas and the colourful local curries, the visit to a tea plantation. Even now I have to pinch myself to prove that I was there.

When she flew back to England, I saw a lot more - travelling on local buses and seeing as much as I could including a town with the wonderful name Trincomalee that I  remembered inscribing upon a map of the island nation in a geography exercise book when I was probably thirteen. Yes I made it to Trincomalee and also to the ancient ruined city of Anuradhapura and the amazing holy mountain they call Sigiriya. 

When reflecting upon Sri Lanka it would be remiss of anyone to overlook the issues it has faced in modern times - including bitter strife between Singhalese Buddhists and Muslim Tamils that resulted in thousands of war deaths and is not yet fully resolved. There have also been economic disasters and back in 2004 thousands died when the Indian Ocean tsunami struck. Luckily, I did not experience any of this horror firsthand.

Anuradhapura


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Thoughts

 Acceptance

I denied my need

For you

I squandered years

My stubbornness

Was a problem

I knew

The issue

I refused to face

I wanted answers

That weren’t mine

To receive

I wanted the facade

Reality 

Was a burden

Or so 

I thought

Once

I stopped

Seeking ease

Did truth

Set me free

Truth is 

Perfection

The illusion

That destroys

Immense beauty



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The Storyhouse




 My course is set at the university department at a local college. 
It takes 35 minutes to drive there. 
The library Support is great but the coffee is lousy.
The Storyhouse library on the other hand is just 25 minutes from home.
There are no staff, save for the cafe and restaurant people, but the coffee is glorious and is brought to your table.
Guess where I am?

True I’m going to see the film Corsage later, but for the time being I’m enjoying the atmosphere and am pretending to work as I’m half listening to the conversation one of my fellow “ students” is having on the phone. It sounds as though his mother is poorly and is “ not responding “ to treatment. 
He put his head in his hands for a moment and a woman opposite to me lifted her eyes and caught my gaze for a fraction of a moment.
Frank Sinatra is playing softly and a couple of old men are playing chess on a nearby table.
I read about the advantages of goal setting, but I found myself watching another couple who had just met on their table and who were chatting loudly , another girl on my table sighed loudly and muttered “ Bollocks” as she typed angrily at her laptop. 
I ordered some Lebanese chicken and pitta for lunch and made notes, 
The room sounded restless , like an audience does before a play and all my table mates pretended not to watch when my lunch arrived. 
It tasted divine , full of spice and lemon and with salad leaves which I ate with my fingers
I checked my T shirt 
My HERBIVORE one
Good no yogurt down it yet…. 
Yet……

I wrote around a page of notes before a gaggle of mums and babies in strollers marched through to the public space in the foyer. One of the old men playing chess shook his read at the noise.
I don’t mind their chatter as my film is almost ready
I always slightly feel that I’m on holiday in the Storyhouse
I get up and a man with a paper and a glass of red , takes my place




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Breath

 As I look

At myself 

I’m proud

To say

I keep 

Writing 

Because 

IT’s therapy 

For a soul

That still questions 

Even if

I’ve known 

The answers 

For a long time 

Exercising the doubts 

Out physically 

So mentally 

I can breathe



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