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March

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The first day of March. Although we are not quite through it, the English winter of 2022/2023 has been pretty mild and bearable. There has also been very little rain to speak of and as a consequence our vegetable plot is proving quite easy to dig over. In some past years each spadeful of soil has been heavy because of water-logging. Our soil has a high clay content and tends to retain water easily but this year it seems quite light and friable - easy to break up. In the next week or so I plan to open up a couple of our compost bins in order to enrich the earth where our vegetables grow. We are quite fervent about composting and save just about everything that can be composted from potato peelings to the contents of our vacuum cleaner. A few years back I was horrified to discover that most teabags are made from a fine plastic mesh and not biodegradable  paper as I had naively imagined. For years I had been putting used teabags in our compost bins. Thereafter we would e...

PT

 After a few days of PT, here are my thoughts The body can do amazing things. Even mine. I am being taught. My ego has been emptied.  Let people help you. I will say it again. Let people help you.  Pride will leave you as soreness replaces it I’m exhausted but content knowing hope isn’t lost.  I’ve never slept better Depression and anxiety are still present. Lessening daily.  I’m having to take on less. I can’t multitask. I shouldn’t be ashamed of this.  Mind and body have become my sole focus God sees me even when I don’t see Him. He is present.  I hate being selfish, but again I can’t multitask. It takes almost all my energy to tend to my body right now.  Love you all.  from R's rue https://ift.tt/R4Bkx8a

So What Happens Now?

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Last night the tutor of the level 4 Counselling course FaceTimed our group to discuss if we wanted to move forward in our training come September.  She was pragmatic, cheerful and helpful  And She has given me quite a lot to think about today. A day that I’m feeling rough after my fourth covid jab. I’m 61 this year.  And I’m finding the rigours of nursing just a bit too much after forty years in the role. I have a mortgage to pay for until I am 70 and bills and expenditure is on the rise. And so I needed a plan. And that plan, originally, was to retrain to be a qualified counsellor. There is an outlay for this endeavour, which I may or not get help with,  There is the academic challenge too , as well, as I know I have to work hard to get on top of all things Uni. But then you add to this all of the doubts of self belief  Can I cut the mustard as a counsellor?  Can I do it? The “ new” tutor clearly outlined the “ checks” in the course that ...