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08/26/21
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Lemonade

The muddy water. I’m wading through it. Metaphor. I know, it’s life. Each day I feel the need to walk down to the pond and meditate. Let the summer …
Goodbye Ben

Ben and his family Ben and I were interviewed for the same job at the hospice on the same day. I was convinced he would get the job over me a…
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