R's rue

 Achievements:  Going to the doctor.  Went this morning to the doctor. Very nervous. Did I get the results I desired?  No. Is it something I can live with later on. Yes. I’m learning that growth is hard. It can hurt. Your pride will get demolished. Mine just did. It doesn’t feel good. Honestly, in the past few years, my fear has skyrocketed. My faith. I’m still searching. Mentally tired, but doing hard things.  Tell me something good.  from R's rue https://ift.tt/3zQUt5x

 I have nothing at all planned for today. This is a big change for me, as you all know, because I do like a plan and I do enjoy a list. Today I earmarked as a thinking day. Now I do think a great deal, like most of us I do…but I have a bad habit of thinking about the wrong things. I procrastinate I day dream I worry about the wrong things, I waste time. I watch tictok in bed Watched lovingly  And so, today I’m having a “ think and do” day I’m sorting out paperwork, through ideas and am information gathering. Decisions left about things will be made.  Loose ends tied up Plans formulated  And lists will be ticked off… The chimney engineer has just been and his quote is 700 £ cheaper than my first estimate I could have kissed him I’m adding his quote to my list of to do things on my desk Oh by the way my Welsh is getting better. I make it a point of watching the clunky but long lasting welsh soap opera Poble y Cwm ( People of The Valley) and...