I couldn't engage with anything yesterday. The VE celebrations left me cold and unmoved and instead of chasing up friends which seems to be a daily occurance in these lockdown times, I busied myself with mundane action move clips organised from Asian websites and the odd tiktok video of attractive but indulgent young men dancing to camera. Things that underline the new lockdown norm. I feel as though there is a change in the air ! Does anyone else feel this way? My friend Nigel perhaps has underlined the restlessness I feel by explaining my last two years in his usual understated way " You got through it rather all rather unscathed in my opinion......I'm proud of you" Time to plan ahead and anew ...that was the subtext of his comment ......and he is right All of last year I coped with a series of new stressors, a new job, new responsibilities, financial ups and downs and finally a fucking emotional backward step regression revisited by a degree Absolute I thought Wo...
