Starting to get back to me. I’m grateful for the procedure. I can sit again without pain. I can stand and walk without pain. I didn’t say much but the past month has been excruciating with little to no sleep. After the procedure was the first time I slept through the night. I’m still taking it easy. Resting as necessary. I’m blessed beyond measure, but I recognize the need to be deliberate and careful. Don’t feel bad for me, I realize that my body will go through ebbs and flows like the ocean waves. I’m learning though not of my will what patient in affliction means. I’ve had to delay certain wants. In a world of instant gratification, I relearn what delays can mean.
Trusting You even when I don’t get what I want when I want. The musings of a petulant child. One that is given correction. I’m being redirected. Don’t know if I like it, but I will obey. Let me be fruitful in the valleys. Love you Lord.
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