After a disappointment that rocked me, and had me questioning everything, I now see that I know nothing. Nothing. And maybe that’s the point. God has rerouted me. So wholly. I’m just me. Just living life. Seeking stillness. Thinking my mind and body had to be busy to a ferocity I couldn’t maintain led me to a place I hadn’t seen in a while.
Rest equals a healthier body, but a stable mentality, and that is without price. The snail and turtles do just fine in the world. The disappointment that crushed my spirit is the catalyst for rebirth and refinement. That’s all I can ask for right at this moment.
The story took a detour, but now is plotting a course I don’t know where it leads. This is not comfortable, but surrender means I don’t have to know where I’m to follow.
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