In my favorite jeans
On Day Four
Am I willing
To be wholly uncomfortable
With what I’m about
To say
I’ve learned nothing but bad habits by being comfortable. I always need to be stretched physically and mentally. I need to sweat. I’ve never liked the weeds, but it’s where I learn to thrive. I’ve learned survival skills there. And survival for me includes learning how to communicate. I don’t do it well in person at all. I detest it honestly. I make mountains out of molehills because I misconstrue or misinterpret what others say. I’m very literal. I don’t tell jokes. I don’t let people in. I’m changing that. I will always have to teach.
I share this with you because I’m eating crow. I always complained that I didn’t want this to be my assignment. And here I am. I’m doing exactly what I said I wouldn’t. If this is the first part of surrender, Lord, I’m under Your wing.
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